Hello, ducks! Yes, again I am being fucked up the ass by my computer. I need to reload XP, but do not actually have a copy of XP that I can find, so I am waiting for the kindness of friends to lend me a copy.

Anyway, back to good old blogger dot com and updating from the library, though this time it is the Weehawken library and not the Hollywood or Glendale branches. I like this library, you can nearly always scam an extra half hour without anyone noticing.

So today is my first day off in I have no idea how long, certainly since 1 July, I've been rehearsing every day since then, at least until my show opened, and then I've been doing the show. It's been a lovely treat.

Last night the show went well, though it was a smallish house, seeing as it was an unusual Monday night show. Not as small a house as opening night, but nothing could have been, and they were very responsive, which was a lovely treat.

Mark and I didn't go out last night, but he walked me to the van. This Mark thing is getting interesting, as I told my notify yesterday, what he would want with me I don't know, what with him being 25 years old and could do a lot better than a fat chick who's nearly 40, but he does appear to be flirting up a storm, and I am enjoying it immensely. We'll see if anything comes of it, but until then, I'll just have fun.

I know that he isn't looking for Twoo Luv, since I lived though his last relationship with him narrating it to me as it fell apart, and one of the problems was that he and his girlfriend were in different relationships--she wanting commitment and love, and he wanting something a good deal more casual than that. So if he didn't want it with her, he certainly wouldn't want that with me, but that works out fine, what with my already having had the love of my life and all, and it wasn't Mark.

It's funny, I didn't plan it this way or even think about it until recently, but Omar and Mark couldn't be more different. Mark is tall not short, 25 not 40, white not Latin, skinny not muscular, straight not bisexual. On the other hand, they are both complicated and high-maintenance--people complain that Mark is difficult as an actor because he is so high-strung, and all I can say is, after three years with Omar, Mark is a skip through the park.

Anyway, hope to be back on my computer soon, but until then, I'll be here. Except for on the weekends.

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