I didn't hear back from Omar re my email, nor did I expect to. He's in the middle of trying to figure out his life, and frankly he needs to do that before he can deal with me, and I need him to concentrate solely on that so that he gets well. And then we'll see if he wants to be in my life and me to be in his.

I told him that he would have to earn the right to be with me after hurting me so badly and so coldly, so if he wants that, he'll have to work for it. I don't know if he'll feel that it's worth the trouble, but it's up to him, I've done what I had to do, said what I had to say.

Today's horoscope:
Break out of a difficult pattern into one that better suits your character. Act immediately on the outcome of a meaningful discussion. By the end of today, you will know exactly where you fit in.

One year ago today:
All I can really say in my bemusement is that there are very strange people in the world. And some of them are famous. And it is easier to lust after celebrities when they are an abstract concept, without their actual personalities getting in the way.

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