I dreamt last night that I saw Omar and he was telling me that he went to this party and he met some guy named Zoltan and they were dating, and I was thinking "Jesus Christ, I've gotta pretend to be happy about this." So when he called me this morning, I told him that if he met someone named Zoltan, I did not want to hear about it.

So yesterday I was on my way to the theatre and I was crossing the street and thought that that woman looked familiar, and she was, because it was The Raccoon!

She was really happy to see me, and we hugged and talked and she said that she still had my Buffy/Angel tape that I lent her last year, and one of the other girls still had my Girl Scout cookies that I ordered, and that if I didn't come pick them up, they were going to eat them!

So I am going to go by next week and say hello to everyone and get my cookies. I really can't wait, since everyone whom I might see I want to see--everyone who fired me has been fired themselves and there is no-one to avoid.

I've really missed The Raccoon, since she was a part of my every day life for five years, and after the first couple of them, we were really friends. I never called or emailed her after I left, because I sort of had the feeling that after I left, she might have thought badly of me. I mean, she did not fire me, I know that she wanted to keep me, but maybe she found sloppy work that I did after I left and she was mad. I can mind-fuck anything into the ground.

But she's not mad, and she misses me, and I can't wait to go back and see my friends.

Check out that year ago link below. Man, was I ever deluded. 2003 was one of the worst years of my life, though at times it was also one of the best years of my life--both the best and the worst bits having to do with Omar.

On the other hand, I did act, direct, lose weight and have sex this year, so it wasn't as though I was entirely wrong about all that. I need to be more specific for 2004.

In 2004 I am going to act, direct, lose more weight, have more sex, get an acting job in an Equity production and get engaged to be married. There! I have spoken.

Today's horoscope:
An unspoken bite lurks just behind your gentle touch. So far, the only people that will feel your wrath are those that deserve it. Virgo favors those that know how to mix work and play.

One year ago today:
I'm going to barrel through '03 like I'm on fire, acting and directing and getting thinner and having sex like nobody's business, and you can't stop me!

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