I had a depressing moment yesterday.

I was talking to one of my best friends, whom I know loves me very much, about this boy that I have a crush on, and he told me (well, he didn't really tell me, but this is what I heard) "don't be ridiculous, don't be absurd, you're not pretty and you're not fuckable, give it up!" so I was sort of moping around (because I agree with him, you see) and while I was moping I ran into an old friend, David Wysocki, for the first time in like three years and I told him that I'm not pretty and I'm not fuckable and I'm always falling for boys who don't want me and he said "That's not at all true!" and I said "O David, you're gay for heaven's sake!"

Then I realized that the guy who depressed me in the first place is gay, too, so I just decided that their opinions cancel each other out.

And I felt better.

After work (we left at 9.30 'cause he had extra work to do), Nik and I went to a diner and I had a bagel and he had a milkshake and we sat and talked for two hours. I got home at midnight.

This is my idea of a nice way to end the day.

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