So last night John and I went to see Ulee's Gold after work.

I do love that movie. I don't think I could explain to anyone whom I actually know how much I identify with that character. I don't think that anyone sees me as being emotionally closed off, but you can pretend to be open and not let anyone inside.

I really am Ulee the Hedgehog Girl.

After the movie, I went over to the theatre to talk to Lisa, the director of the show that the Candyman's doing, because I had to get a check from her for some pictures she had bought and give her the contact sheet from the last shoot of her that I did, and I was walking and was thinking that I really wanted to see him, but if I went to see the show again would it be really obvious?

So I saw the show again, and went to the bar with him afterwards. He mostly hung with his friends again, but it didn't make me mad this time, and he did confirm that we would see each other on Sunday, and he kind of invited me to come with him and some other people to some club on Saturday night, but my hearing isn't very good, so I didn't figure out that he was hinting about whether I wanted to go until the moment was over. So I don't know if that's happening or not.

But there was this bitch actress from the show who was just on him like white on rice all night long--and I was thinking that if she touched his back one more time I would eviscerate her.

On Friday when I was talking to Deb, I told her the story of this incredible show that I did a few years ago called You Can Look But You'd Better Not Touch, and as I told her about it I was thinking how much I wanted to do it again. So I called Kevin, my partner and Sharon, the director, to check their interest, and they were just frothing to do it again, so I called Le and asked if we could produce an evening of one acts, including that one, sometime next year. And he said yes!

I cannot wait!

Forgot to say, after seeing the Candyman's show on Friday for the first time and then him ignoring me at the bar and then asking me out at the last minute, that when I was waiting at the subway that night I read the paper and my horoscope said:

"Furthering your interest in the arts can bring romantic meetings".

One can only hope...

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