This big number 10,000 (which really means 15,000) coming up fast!
It it's you, e-mail me!

Have I mentioned that I think I may have asthma?

John and I went into Bloomies the other week and the second I walked through the door I started coughing and gasping and wheezing because of the perfume, and John looked at me strangely and asked "Do you have asthma? 'Cause my mother does, and she sounds just like that!" I had been toying with the thought, but I didn't think that one could develop it at my age.

Anyway, today was very humid, though cool, and from time to time during the day I had a great deal of trouble breathing. Finally, around 7p or so, I had what I think was my first really truly major asthma attack. And it wasn't dramatic and huge and struggling for breath and all like at Bloomies. It was pretty quiet, actually, it just lasted for two hours and I sat as still as I could and tried like hell to get enough breath in my lungs without going into a coughing fit.

I gotta go to the doctor.

Christ almighty, my life is a living hell.
On Saturday, they're going to have builders in my office and they will be moving in another three people, making seven.

I knew it was too good to last...At least they're not bricking up the window.

I have the exact same conversation every morning:

"I'll have a sausage biscuit no egg and two hash brown patties to go, please."
"Would you like the Meal?"
"No thank you."
"It's an sausage McMuffin with egg?"
"No, a sausage biscuit without egg."
"And what else?"
"Two hash brown patties."
"One hash brown patty?"
"No, two hash brown patties."
"There aren't any sausage biscuits left."
"Yes there are, there're about twenty--second from the right."
"No, those are without egg."
"That's what I want, no egg!"
"O yes, you wanted two?"
"No, just one."
"And what else? A hash brown patty?"
"No, TWO!"
"Would you like the Meal?"
"NO! THANK YOU!!!"
"That'll be $4.50"
"Not it's not, it's $3.71."
"Would you like ketchup?"
"No."
"Is that to stay?"
"Just let me go, please?"

Every single morning. It's like God is testing me or something.

I have heard the song Butterfly Kisses twice so far (which is more than enough), and I think I can safely say that it is the soppiest song since Seasons in the Sun.

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