13 January

I'm cutting work today (don't tell!). After spending all weekend rehearsing for hours and hours on end, I didn't really feel as though I had a weekend at all, so I just decided to, bag it.

I have discovered something about directing a big show. It's pretty isolated. Directing one-acts, I've always bonded with my actors, you know "We are the show", but now with a cast of eight in groupings of two, they are all bonding together and becoming couples and everything, as well they should, but I'm being left out, because I'm the boss.

I guess that's the way it works, but it's kind of lonely.

There's this guy in my show whom I have the biggest crush on. He's really cute and funny and all, but the thing that I find the sexiest about him is the fact that he has no fingers on his left hand, only a thumb and a palm. This is going to be hard to explain, because it's not this freak show thing or anything, it's just that...

The sexiest thing in the world is watching someone do something difficult that they do really well, that they do really smoothly and don't even have to think about doing; it doesn't matter what it is.

So, watching him just do ordinary things with that hand is just as good as watching someone build a house.

I passed these two older men on the street, and one was saying to the other "Yeah, I'm retiring. Thursday's my last day. I can't wait to get out of that place!"

Please, please, PLEASE don't let that be my life, too!

You know what I hate about cold weather? It makes the tops of my feet itch like CRAZY! And I scratch and scratch and scratch and they don't stop itching. It's AWFUL!

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